Sad...☃

Mask

I do pretend to be cheerful. But sometimes, it's hard. It also makes me tired. I don't want to show anyone about me. I just like to be...alone.

Why? because sometimes it feels great to never put on a mask.

I'm seriously sad especially when I just realised that I don't have any true friends by my side.
Yes, i have a lot of friends.
But if i can count those real ones, there wouldn't be anyone.
And if they would know about my true self, I'm sure that they won't accept me.
I'm 100% sure.
Why? I can also see their reaction even if i didn't pretend.
I mean, really.
It's just so sad.
Sometimes, I feel like i don't need to talk to them everyday.
I don't want to talk. I really just wanna be alone.
But if God would give me one true friend, I would probably prefer being with them once in awhile.
I just feel so...left out.