Sad...☃

Mask

I do pretend to be cheerful. But sometimes, it's hard. It also makes me tired. I don't want to show anyone about me. I just like to be...alone.

Why? because sometimes it feels great to never put on a mask.

I'm seriously sad especially when I just realised that I don't have any true friends by my side.
Yes, i have a lot of friends.
But if i can count those real ones, there wouldn't be anyone.
And if they would know about my true self, I'm sure that they won't accept me.
I'm 100% sure.
Why? I can also see their reaction even if i didn't pretend.
I mean, really.
It's just so sad.
Sometimes, I feel like i don't need to talk to them everyday.
I don't want to talk. I really just wanna be alone.
But if God would give me one true friend, I would probably prefer being with them once in awhile.
I just feel so...left out.

Can you follow Jesus AND Be Gay?

So, while i was browsing http://www.faithlit.com 
I saw this post that intrigued me.


http://www.faithit.com/can-you-follow-jesus-and-be-gay-john-mark-comer-a-jesus-church/

If you don't want to visit the article, i have its video right here (:

https://youtu.be/gApYFFuerRY

Scheduled plans destroyed...⚐

Didn't go to plan.⚐

So i had to plans to study this sunday for my accounting quiz.
But then my aunt and uncle decided to leave their children in our house for a day.
They said that they were going to Samal island to look for the piece of land that they brought.
And so...
you know what happens.
They're veryyyyyyyyyyy noisy, especially my 2 year old cousin.

But i'm not saying that I don't like them to be here.
I was also happy that they'll be staying for a day, since they're my close cousins.
But you know, sometimes, you want to be alone and focused.

I hope i can study tomorrow.

Yummy...♥

CHICKEN BALLS. 

So i was watching cooking channels in youtube...
And found out about this chicken balls.
And I have this urge to taste it.
I want to learn how to cook this so bad.

A dream...☁

What I want to look forward to. ☁

So i had a dream about my dad.
But before that, I need to tell you that my father already passed away 2 years ago.

My dream was, my dad finally returned.
We were shock that he was there, and he said that he was out shopping (buying groceries).
And he was carrying a lot of supermarket bags.

And then he went to me, and gave me my favourite milk that he brought.
It was so many, and I was happy at both of things that occurred.
First, he returned. Second, he brought me foods.

It was really a memorable dream. I was happy that I didn't forget even when I woke up (and up to this day)

HUNGRY AF (as fudge)☹

HUHUHUHU ☹

So, i just got home from my night class.
And when I came home, there were no one inside.
And I am so hungry.

And this describes me, right now.

Just in time...NOT.☕

Being woken up exactly the time my class starts.

So, this morning, I woke up... ☼

You think I look like this? haha no. It was just the opposite.

My face looks like a carbon copy of this. 

YES. THIS.

I woke up really really late. Why? I was up late studying for my 8:45am class. My classmate said that there would be a quiz for IT (my 8:45am class). And so, I slept at around 3am, just for that. I told my mom and brother to wake me up, incase I wouldn't be able to hear the alarm. A fact about me, I'm a heavy sleeper. I wouldn't be able to hear anything or be woken up by anything, unless you pour a glass water on my face.

But anyways, it turned out great since i aced my quiz. Although, i got an absent on my attendance. It was still worth it. (i think?)

By the way, did i mention that I didn't have time to brush my teeth, wash my face, and eat my breakfast. OH YES. I didn't even have a seconds to do that. Learned my lesson, THE HARD WAY.